EVERYONE STRUGGLES WITH "FEELINGS" OF AWKWARDNESS TO SOME EXTENT.
We are all made so uniquely different, and we all communicate differently but that is one of the things that make us all so amazingly beautiful. It's OK, just because you struggle with not knowing what to say doesn't make you "uncool". The fact that you are the only YOU we have, and there is not another duplicate, MAKES YOU COOL! If you are in, trying, or having a conversation and feeling awkward, and you're finding it hard to come up with the "right" words to say....PRAY. Ask the Lord to help you, He cares and He will help you in every conversation. Don't panic, He is just a thought away.
You want to know something about me? I tend to ramble, I usually have to talk out what I'm learning and once it's out....then I go back and unscramble my thoughts and words, sort them out, and try to cut them down to the main points I want to talk about. It's sort of like when you write a paper...you first get your thoughts onto the page, once that's accomplished, you can then go back and proof read, edit and fine tune the paper until it says exactly what you want it to say. Well that's what I have to do with the information and words of wisdom the Lord gives me. It sounds like a bunch of rambling but really my brain is sorting and putting the information into the right format and in complete sentences (people don't understand my fragments...still working on that invention:) so that others will understand what I'm saying. Some people don't have to do this but I do. This may seem strange or awkward to some but I don't let that stop me.. the Lord is able to speak and minister even through my ramblings!:) This video you're about to see is an example of just that! I purposefully did no editing or fine tuning to just to show you that God will help you, even when you don't know what to say, and even if you ramble like me. WHERE MY RAMBLERS AT! lol
Be open to God, keep Him first in your life....He will unscramble the words of your heart and soul. Don't be afraid, if He does it for me, He most certainly can do it for you. Enjoy this video, like I said, there are many moments where some would say AWKWARD, but God still shines forth, and the point is still clear. Don't let feelings of awkwardness stop you, the Lord loves you, and He wants to help you always. Please let Him.
In His love,
Imade